Lest anyone think I am on a long
digression, I will hasten to point out that for all intents and
purposes the words Moon, memory,
emotion, inner child, dark feminine,
and even form all mean more or less the same thing.
Even
habit, instinct, prejudice, motive,
and function are so inseparable from concepts of
the Moon that we cannot speak of them without reference to the
Moon.
So, let us try to start somewhere
near the beginning. Let us imagine Space, Mother Creator, as empty; however,
let us define empty
as the absence of conditioning. This Void is characterized by
innocence, purity, and magnetism, the three primary qualities
of the Feminine. I know that such ideas are at variance with
many psychological and even religious beliefs; but to understand
the Moon in the horoscope, I find it necessary to begin at a
hypothetical point.
This Original Space is virginal.
What this means is that it has not been touched by anything other
than itself. Its awareness of itself is therefore entirely subjective.
It is really almost impossible to deduce what it would feel like
to be this unconditioned. It is important, however, to emphasize
that the nature of Space is to feel, not to think much less to
speculate. If however I were to allow my imagination to run wild,
I would imagine that, in the beginning, I longed for experience
and perhaps for fulfillment and movement.
The magnetic qualities of Space do indeed attract input.
This input causes a stirring, a movement within Space that feels
a particular way to Space. This is the first conditioning. I
would maintain that it is precisely this conditioning that qualifies
the Moon and produces what we see as an aspect in the horoscope.
This may be too fast for those for whom these concepts are new.
Gift from the Mother
Each of us receives our own quota
of Space. For me, this is the sign of the Moon. This sign describes
the special gifts from the Mother of Creation. Moreover, it operates
in a place that is called a house, a position that describes
the relationship of the soul and subconscious. It is extremely
important that we understand these placements well. At this time,
we might say that the Moonas the symbol of this Cosmic historyis
unaspected because it is completely naïve and innocent.
Then, there is an event, a primary
happening which feels to the sensitive feminine to be of a certain
nature. This feeling is described by the contact of a planet
to the Moon, the feeling being consistent with the attributes
and aspect of that planet. In other words, a violent force may
feel Martian whereas a gentle and appreciative contact may feel
Venusian. So, the reaction to the event produces
a feeling which is symbolically depicted by a lunar aspect to
a planet.
The next Mars-like or Venus-like
event triggers the Moon-Mars or Moon-Venus region of memory.
This opens the file called Moon-Mars
or Moon-Venus. I feel that computers and memory have
more in common than we care to imagine. For instance, we all know
that the hard drive contains lots of files, many that we do not
even know by name until we have some need to find out as when my
password failed this morning so that I could not make an Internet
connection. I had no specific reason to know how the hard drive
protects the password until I developed a need to know. Then I
found that the extension pwl
has the key to the lock. However, the system would never have
worked had there not been something to create the pwl file. Likewise,
we each have had so much experience that we cannot, in this linear,
time ruled, dimension be simultaneously aware of everything in
our lunar vaults. Therefore, we open parts, one at a time, chronologically.
When we open a memory file, we have conscious access to memories;
but the memories were always there. Not only were they never
lost, it is possible that they are continuously functioning in
their own dimension even when not deliberately recalled, sort
of like the operating system of the computer. It keeps everything
working properly even if you are not making modifications to
it.
If a memory is very powerful,
it dominates the third dimensional field of awareness until such
time as it is supplanted by something else. When a memory file
is openedmore
correctly, when a memory is accessedit is possible to peruse
the contents of that area of the memory vault. This is why regression
techniques work and why they enable people to remember what is locked away.
Once the therapist has the password, the exploration can begin.
Astrology provides us with a host of useful passwords.